Wednesday, December 4, 2013

Deja vu

So I felt it once again, well not really "felt" it, will feel it but actually on the process of feeling it. Haaaaay, what is wrong with me. Why do I let myself... Ff..a. Ughh can't even say it because I still can't accept it because because I don't want to feel it again, the pain, the silent pain, the unsaid and unexpressed pain. 

Someday, somehow, I will have to let this go. I must. 

For now, its just one pain after the other, don't know yet when this will end. But i just want it over. Can something please come my way and... Take this away from me. 

The past is tough, the present is tougher, the future is toughest. 

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